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I know I’m being irrational, but I don’t have a choice. I can only gamble. My dad is sick, and my mom can barely hold on. I need to get rich—just this once. Really, just this once.

It’s fine. There are still three months left at school. 140 yuan. After all, it’s only a meat bun every morning. I can always just not eat it.

When winter break comes and the scholarship money arrives, won’t my parents be exhausted? I want to have money now so my dad can get good medicine, and so my mom won’t be so tired.

I know the odds are very small. I’m dreaming. But it’s only this once. Heaven, gods, and Satoshi—no matter who—help me just this one time.
$circlecat #circlecat forget it; I’m being irrational again. Using the money I’ve saved by scrimping and cutting back to gamble on something like this—if my parents found out, they’d probably be really angry, right? 😂 Time to sleep.

I haven’t had a good dream in a very, very long time.