So I officially hit the wall. I'm officially broke. Tuition fees aren't paid, rent isn't paid, and my parents already covered 140 million from a previous debt. Now I'm still on the hook for 25 million in tuition, one month's rent, and owe a friend 10 million. Food expenses... I haven't figured out how to help myself during this time. I don't know how to face my parents anymore.
The first time I lost 1-2 hundred, then came back swinging with 1-2 million. Then it escalated to 5-10 million, and I borrowed from friends. Desperate times led me to use my tuition money to margin trade, and well, what goes around comes around.
If anyone is on the same path as me, maybe it's time to hit the brakes and focus on making some cash. Coming in here every day only to lose a couple hundred k$ while also facing the risk of blowing my account. Stay sharp and make the right choices for yourself.
As for me, I don't know what tomorrow holds.
Feeling powerless.
Take care, everyone.
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