I naturally think. Or should I leave everything behind. Go to another place. Live simply until the end of my life. A place where no one knows anyone. I like being me. I like doing what I want. I am sure it will be lonely. But not as suffocating as now. And I won't meet the person I love anymore. This way I will probably forget quickly. It's been 3 years. I am still living in the past. Why can't I forget? Why can't I start over? Still drowning in this gambling scene to forget about life out there. Perhaps life out there has crushed me already.
Short BTC from a few days ago, the order was in the red and last night almost got liquidated at the liquidation price of 99,600, however, when bitcoin was at 99,400, I still did not close the order and accepted to wait even though the chance of liquidation was up to 99%. I did not expect to return safely. It's not always lucky like today.