Recording a bad year, within 4 months had lose over 5m USD.

After all is just a gamble.

Profit 1.4m USD at first, thinking I'm so good in reading chart and predicting future trends.

Things started to get wrong when full focus trading, every minutes have to read the price.

Getting anxiety, depression, lose of confidence , lost of interest on everything , can't sleep well and more.

After I did some thinking, I think is time to admit I'm a loser and quit this future thing.

I am writing this to remind my self that I've made some big loses in my life and I will never repeat this shit again.