⌞ Life: only the first bucket of money needs leverage ⌝

Every day when I sit down at the computer, the first thing I do is open TV and watch the走势 of the big pie

Then I start day trading—one order at a time, opening $2 million like it’s fun-filled beans

I stare at the 1-minute candlestick chart. As long as the market moves against me, and the loss number starts climbing, I begin to go completely wild, jumping around

The sweat on my forehead pours down in big drops. The pressure is intense—so painful and miserable

My whole body feels like I’ve gotten a serious illness. Every day, all I do is keep refreshing the trading volume

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This kind of self-torturing, masochistic experience started when I began刷 perps last year

Arbitrage积分 is low. There’s no chance to just sit and wait. With multiple accounts, you need wash trades to find a witch—frenzied刷 is my talent

Those above are all the excuses I’ve kept telling myself to push through

Yes—I’ve been刷 for 21 months, over 630 days

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Lately, greed kicks in often, and I’m no longer satisfied with just刷 volume

Making money through contracts—wasn’t that just “taking and eating” again with leverage?

I asked a few buddies around me who rack money, and everyone had the same experience

This year, my two biggest losses were

In July, when I went traveling—Japan and Fuzhou—I opened trades on my phone to刷 volume, and I got trapped without cutting losses

I accumulated a loss of $290,000. That was my本金

And the $600,000+ U profit I made from shorting before? It was all gone long ago

This is the outcome of gambling

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Every day staring at the candlestick chart, I had no mindset to do anything else. My youth time was wasted

I promised Brother Yuan that after Var, I would quit contracts. Chasing gambling has no good ending

In every bull market cycle in crypto, there are countless trading masters. They made hundreds of thousands to tens of millions of dollars

But the truth is: as long as these people don’t exit the scene, almost all of them lose it all—every last one

They give exchanges the trading fees, and they also fuel the dream of rookies getting rich

Casino bosses love people like this most. Nobody can make money forever, but every year, new “geniuses” appear

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Thank you, everyone, for listening to my rambling for so long

Yesterday, I withdrew all the money from the exchange and completely戒断 contracts

There are many opportunities to make money in crypto. Only leverage on contracts is a one-way road

After not touching contracts, I went home and watched the kids fight, and I could finally stay calm

Life: only the first bucket of money needs leverage

May everyone find their way out of the迷途

The sky is so blue