Sometimes fate can really change in an instant. Do more good deeds and accumulate virtue, and noble people will slowly come to you.
I was 22 years old that year. By chance, I heard that my friend, at the age of 25, had made a fortune by speculating in cryptocurrencies and bought a house and a Porsche 911 in Shenzhen. At my age, I had no ability to distinguish between making money and vanity, because my vanity was too strong at that age and I wanted too much. I also wanted to be like him and buy a house and a luxury car with my own ability! Let all those who looked down on me before be slapped in the face!
Yes, the next day, I directly registered a Huobi account. I opened the account and recharged all my 150,000 savings from working hard for 5 years. Yes, that's right, 150,000, all my hard-earned money. I opened the list and randomly added my own selections. After observing for 5 days, my favorite coin was rising crazily every day. I was thinking, God, when I buy it, wouldn't it be a direct 50-point increase? This will make 75,000 yuan in 5 days. I began to fantasize and dream. Yes, on the sixth day, I invested all my positions, 150,000 yuan, and the result is conceivable. I bought at the top of the mountain. What about the novice protection period? It didn't happen to me. On the first day, I suffered a big loss and fell by 20 points. At this time, I was really panicked, my heart began to speed up, I went to look through various materials, in a word, if it fell, I would add more. I didn't think rationally to borrow 50,000 yuan directly. Until the next day, I added all in. My purchases went up by 30 points. I was very happy at that time. Yes, my operation doubled and strengthened. I got my money back the next day, right at the beginning. Yes, I was obsessed with it. I tasted the sweetness. I didn't sell. From then on, my daily job was to watch the market. I never sold. Unfortunately, the third, fourth, fifth, and sixth days all fell sharply. For the first time, I experienced the feeling of buying at the top of the mountain. The air at the top of the mountain was so suffocating. I watched the balance of my account go from more than 200,000 to 100,000. I was going crazy at that time.
So, my road to becoming a gambler began. I started to borrow money from relatives and friends because I was a relatively good kid at the time. I had a decent job, and I had never asked them for a penny since I was a child, so everyone trusted me and lent me money, ranging from 1,000 to 20,000 or 30,000. Then I added more money, and I was looking forward to a big rise, but the main force of the dog dealer slapped me hard, making me realize the reality. The market fell by about 5 points a day, and it lasted for a long time. Yes, I couldn't hold on anymore, because of the loan and the promise to relatives and friends when to pay it back. I sold it! I watched the account go from 350,000 to 50,000. You heard it right, in just two months, I lost 300,000! Two days after I sold it, I still opened the app, and I glanced at the self-selected one, and it went up. . This was the first time in my life that I became a leek.
What, two months? I waited for two months and didn’t see a single increase in price. Two days after I sold it, it kept increasing in price. I was so upset that I threw my phone hard.
This was the first time in my life that I was so angry. After I calmed down, I picked up my dusty work machine that had been on my phone for 5 years and started it up again. I logged into my app account and violated my bottom line of morality. I did not return the money to my relatives and friends immediately. Yes, that's right. Two days after I sold it, I took the remaining 50,000 and watched from the sidelines.
Because people have two hearts, one is greedy, and the other is unwilling, and this is also the mentality of every gambler!
The plot was as expected. I had a fantasy that the day I chose would be the same as the day I chose, with a 20% increase. When the market opened the next day, I rushed in and invested 50,000 yuan. It increased! It increased by 5 points, exactly 5 points. I was thinking, is this fate? Is it possible that God discovered me and didn't want me to be labeled a gambler, so he let me regain hope in life? I was very excited. I obviously got back less than 5% of the principal, but my mood at the moment was like a chicken blood shot. This was when I really stepped into the abyss.
I made a very unwise decision. Late one night, I secretly took the real estate certificate of my family and went to the town to find a loan company. Private loans are all usurious loans. At that time, a certain private loan company was an underground black bank loan company opened by the underworld in our town. At that time, because my house was an ordinary self-built house in the countryside with only two floors, he also knew my family and only gave me a credit line of 150,000. I didn't even look at the contract, I just put my fingerprints on it. I took this high-interest loan and walked step by step into the abyss.
I must interrupt here and advise all brothers and sisters, never use your own money or borrowed money to gamble, never, even if you die!!
As expected, I invested all of it and suffered consecutive declines, catching up with the 519 crash. In my favorites, the coins have reached the edge of ST, which means they will be delisted, and all my money will disappear along with them.
At this moment, I finally came to my senses. I was just a newbie. I just wanted to make money. I was too naive. How old am I? I haven't even done my homework, but I'm already in the cryptocurrency circle. I deserve it! With tears of regret, I slapped myself 10 times. How could I become like this? From a young man who loves life and has a cheerful personality, I ruined my future step by step.
Trembling, I climbed to the rooftop of an abandoned self-built house in our village on the 8th floor. It was the second day after my bank account was zeroed. At 10 o'clock in the evening, my phone kept ringing. My parents, friends, family, relatives, and online loan calls all came in. I turned off the mute mode and the internet....
I wanted to jump, but my legs were shaking. Yes, I was afraid of death, but now I was facing death. The rubble on the roof slid down because of my footsteps, until the ground made a slight sound. It was late at night and the sound was so crisp. I shrank back slightly. I was scared.
I was unwilling to do so. I was only 22, and I had such a prime time in my youth. Although I had messed up my future, it would not be worth it if I died now. Besides, I still had family members, and I did not want to let my parents who had raised me down. I collapsed and sat on the ground, holding my head in agony. My crying was so loud that it seemed to have woken up the whole family.
I met the noble person of my life