The Night of a Fifty-Fold Leverage
At 2:47 a.m., Lin Yuan stared at the numbers jumping on his phone screen, his fingers trembling slightly.
He went long on QNT with fifty times leverage, position size 30,000 U. At the time he opened the trade, QNT was at $210. He had calculated that if it rose to $220, he would make nearly 6,000 yuan. The money was just enough to pay next month’s mortgage.
“Solid. This spot has a strong bottom.” He typed the line in the group and attached a fist-bump emoji.
A group member replied: “Farge is awesome—followed you.”
QNT really did run up for a bit. From $210 to $245, his unrealized profit at one point exceeded 20,000. In that moment, he felt like he’d finally figured trading out. He started fantasizing about quitting his job, imagining telling his girlfriend, “I’m done,” and her shocked expression.
At 3:00 a.m., a big bearish candle slammed down.
QNT dropped straight from $245 to $198. His liquidation line was at $196. His phone went crazy vibrating; the exchange sent text messages one after another. He fumbled to top up margin, but the money in his bank account had just been transferred out during the day to pay rent.
“It won’t— it’ll bounce back.” He clenched his teeth and stared at the screen. The price whipsawed between $198 and $200 like a dull blade cutting into his nerves. Every time it bounced, he thought it was coming back—every time it fell, his heart sank another inch.
At 3:12 a.m., QNT fell to $195.8.
A line of text popped up on the screen—the one he feared most: Your position has been forcibly liquidated.
30,000 yuan—gone. Not slowly disappearing, but as if he was watching the light leak away through his fingers like sand. He didn’t even have time to feel sad, because the messages in the group exploded right after that. Someone asked, “Far-ge, are you still holding?” Others posted screenshots saying they’d been liquidated too. And some people simply left the group.
He put down his phone and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. Outside the window, a car drove by; its headlights swept across the room, then dimmed.
He remembered the first time he bought BTC last year—also late at night, also alone, but back then he was excited. The 6,000 yuan he spent grew to 12,000, and he treated the whole company to hot pot. Back then, he felt that crypto was a gift destiny had given him.
Now he felt like destiny had taken the gift back—and, as a bonus, slapped him across the face.
The next morning, he went to work as usual. On the subway, people were packed in like sardines. He gripped the handrail, looking at his reflection in the window. His eye circles were a little dark, but he looked no different from usual. Nobody knew he’d lost a month’s salary last night.
When he got to the office and opened his computer, he habitually glanced at the market. QNT bounced back to $230. If he hadn’t been forced liquidated—if he’d been able to hold through that wave—he would still be in profit right now.
He closed the page and opened his work document.
Some truths have to be paid for with money. It’s just that the tuition for this lesson was a bit more expensive than he’d imagined.
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