Human nature is really weird. When I ran out of money, I started to watch the market seriously and constantly reflected on myself, but it was difficult to earn back the principal I had already lost. I spent 700,000 yuan from playing in 2020 and now have 500 yuan left. The remaining funds are all borrowed. When I make money, I want to open a large position. When I lose money, I always like to resist orders and imagine that I will be able to come out. How mean! Have it and lose it.