I just woke up from sleep and I already feel so sad 😭💔. Last night I bought $VVV and $LIGHT. Now $VVV is giving me $1123 profit but $LIGHT is in $1830 loss . My heart is feeling so heavy and my mind is full of tension. I do not even feel like eating breakfast. I am just staring at my screen again and again, thinking what to do 😢. One trade is making me happy, the other one is breaking me inside. I feel confused, stressed, and tired. I keep thinking this all happened because I listened to others and did not follow my own plan 💔. Now I am scared to close and scared to wait.