3am. My account hit zero, again. The screen was a strobe light of red liquidations—that last $400 $DOGE long evaporated into thin air. I didn't cry. I just sat in the dark, staring at the wall, finally admitting I wasn't a trader; I was just a degenerate with a casino habit. That night, I closed the exchange tab and opened a notebook. I stopped chasing 100x moonshots and started tracking my math. If you’re still clicking 'buy' because you feel lucky, what are you actually building?

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