Thought about it for a long time, not in a good state, planning to quit the circle, my health has been affected by the crypto world, I won't care about that account with a thousand oil anymore, if it blows up, it blows up, let it be clean and tidy, I lost money going into the sea to make money and came back, it was already difficult to operate, I worked hard to play the account down, I made a profit of 3300 oil, at the last moment the account was fooled away for six days and went back to zero, I can't move forward anymore, I'm depressed because of this, my spirit has also intermittently had issues recently, inexplicably, just as if these unfortunate events never happened, my state is full, I can maintain normal life for a few hours, but at night I can't sleep, waking up after just two or three hours, plus watching the crypto world, my spirit frequently receives stimulation, while others turn a few hundred oil into a few thousand oil, I recently went into the sea with a thousand oil and lost quite a bit, coming back and forth to just lose a little money, many times I thought to simply increase my position and go all in, but rationality reminds me how hard it is to come by a thousand oil, the gamble of rationality restrains me from gambling, not gambling and still losing back and forth, it's just about losing a little less.

I don't want to look at the square either, after watching the square I really broke down, many have recently turned a few hundred oil into a few thousand oil, so what am I doing every day, just catching my breath? I don't want to be born as this kind of waste in my next life, I ultimately broke down in my mentality, hhhh