I'm a very stupid person, and I think I will never learn this market.

It's been a whole year now. One full year of waking up early, staying up late, watching charts go up and down, watching YouTube videos till 3 AM, following every trader who promised "passive income" and "financial freedom."

I thought this time my life would change. I thought I would finally be able to make money while I sleep. I thought I would finally prove to myself and to my family that I can do something.

But instead, the opposite happened.

Every trade I took turned against me. Every time I thought I understood the market, the market humiliated me. My small savings slowly became smaller, and then became nothing. I lost my money, yes - but more than that, I lost my passion. That fire inside me that used to say "one more try" is gone now.

Now when I open the chart, I don't feel excitement anymore. I feel fear, I feel tired, I feel ashamed of myself. I look at other people making profit and I ask myself, "Why is everyone learning except me? What is wrong with me?"

I have finally realized the painful truth I was running away from for a year