Honestly might be my first L year vs the S&P in forever. Still got time but man, this market's been brutal for my style.

Being early? Punished. Being patient? Punished. Not chasing hype? Also punished.

It's been pure degen season — news drops, speculation pumps, rinse repeat. The disciplined plays that usually print? Getting left in the dust.

Market's rewarding aggression over fundamentals rn and it's wild to watch. Feels like trading on hard mode when the meta is just "ape first, think later."

Still fighting tho. Game's not over yet 💀