Another shift in the hot seat, another trading day testing my sanity.

​My order counter blew up from 100 straight to 830 today. Surviving this long with high-leverage positions active feels less like trading and more like an endurance test against liquidation. Every tick down makes my heart drop a little further.

​I keep promising myself I’ll simplify everything and just stick to $BTC. No chaos, slower moves, but at least I get to sleep at night. It slipped below 63,000, gave me twenty minutes of sheer panic, and then snapped right back up like a rubber band. The market is definitely playing mind games, but the second these positions touch break-even, I am liquidating everything and switching purely to BTC spot.

​Then $ETH decides to join the party, tearing past 1,890 and eyeing the 2,000 mark. But with Ethereum, you never know if it's a legitimate breakout or a engineered trap for aggressive long positions. Trading it on 100x leverage is absolute madness pure adrenaline, but total agony at the exact same time.

​Now with the US market open approaching, the itch to take another gamble is kicking in. Shorting $SNDK right at the bell drop looks so tempting after the massive runup, but pulling off a clean scalp requires discipline I probably don't have right now. Or do I short the high momentum tech stocks instead? Sitting here watching the order book, completely torn on the next move.