In 2008, I joined the army, a strange place for a young man who in recent years has stayed away from the masses of people) that’s where I probably began to become acclimatized and get used to people. Before the army, people were a source of income and a means of achieving whatever goals they had. And then it turned out that the guys around me were not bad in general) then after half a year they gave me a sergeant, which added responsibility and made me think about those around me)
There, probably, a conscious, self-confident and moderately envious self was formed)
Why am I talking about all this... I won’t say that it was easy for me or that everything was very bad. But sitting under the table and crying into your knees that everything is bad or something isn’t working out is such an option. I repeat, there is time to jelly yourself - a lot of free time. The post does not serve any specific purpose, I just needed to throw out my emotions and thoughts somewhere. Don't tell your wife this)