I woke up once a little after three in the morning. My hand reached for my phone first, and I squinted at the candlestick chart that was still moving. I stared at it for about ten seconds, though I didn’t actually make anything out, then went back to sleep.

Thinking about it in the morning made me laugh a little. I used to wake up in the middle of the night because I was thirsty; now it’s because I’m in the habit. My phone sits right by my pillow. The moment the screen lights up, my heart tenses too. My position is so small it has no real effect on my life, yet my emotions are still being pulled around by those few candles.

I still get everything done during the day, but there’s always a little corner of my mind keeping an eye on the charts. I think about them while eating, and even while showering. Sometimes I feel like the most expensive thing in this line of work isn’t the fees—it’s having your attention chopped to pieces, with your day split into several four-hour stretches.

But this is probably just a phase. Maybe you’re truly getting the hang of it when you can go a day without checking and not feel bothered. #交易心态 #EverydayCrypto