I was scrolling through the futures gainers list until after 2 a.m. last night. Seeing BIRB up more than 180% had my eyes popping out of my head. Then I locked my phone and told myself I definitely wouldn’t touch it tomorrow. But today I opened my eyes at 8:50, hadn’t done a thing, and just watched it shoot up again. My finger kept hovering over the buy button—I’d press it, let go, press it, let go. In the end, I just couldn’t bring myself to pull the trigger. Honestly, I’ve only got a little over 3,000 USDT left in my account. Even if I lost it all, it’d only be about a month’s wages, but I just can’t take that step. Seriously, every time I’ve jumped into something that was pumping hard before, it’s turned right around on me, like it was watching my account. The market’s just been grinding around 80,000, and I don’t even feel like reading the news about XRP’s 150-million deal. I just want to lie low and stop caring what anyone says. I can’t even be bothered to calculate the fees. $BIRB