Maybe it's time for me to leave this scene. I'm just not cut out for it. Every time I think I've figured things out, I end up losing a lot of money. This scene isn't for ordinary people. Anyone who can make money here could probably succeed at anything in real life, too. I think I need to admit defeat first. I graduated two years ago and got into this scene three years ago. I earn three or four thousand a month, and every payday I put it all in. Across a few accounts, I've probably lost over $5,000 and ended up buried in debt. It's time to admit defeat.