It's over. I'm getting ready to leave this circle. I still didn't stick to my own trading discipline. I took on too large a position—I'd never used one this large before.
Maybe it was all just a coincidence. Or maybe fate. After I broke even, I lost that sense of caution. So when I took my first big loss, I became obsessed with making it back. I used to be able to analyze things rationally, but it turned into wishful thinking.