#200 Yuan Challenge to 1 Million Phase 2 · Back Again
Haven't updated for several days, so first let me explain: I blew up my account again. The total assets in the account are now 0.79 yuan.
From 2335 to 3 dollars, from 200 yuan to 0.79 yuan, over two phases I've lost everything I was supposed to lose. I haven't posted these days not because I didn't want to write, but because I couldn't type a single word — my mind kept revolving around the same question: How much loss counts as paying enough tuition?
These days I've been adjusting my mindset. No trading, no watching the market, just repeatedly thinking: Where exactly did I go wrong? The answer has always been in my own posts. I've written about always setting stop-loss, about lowering leverage, about not getting carried away after a winning trade, yet I kept stumbling at the same point every time. It's not that I don't understand, it's that I understand but can't execute.
But I want to make one thing clear: I don't intend to quit here. The capital is small, whether 0.79 yuan or 200 yuan, I want to take it seriously. What I've truly learned this month is not how to make money, but how to treat a small amount of money seriously — treating it as real chips of gold and silver, not as gambling money to throw around casually.
I have carefully read every comment under my last post. Some scolded me, some advised me to stop, and some said they were waiting for my return. I didn't reply to each because I knew in that state, any reply would seem hollow. Rather than explain, I prefer to first show some progress.
Next, I will do three things: First, replenish the account funds and restart from the 200 yuan starting line; Second, only use low leverage going forward, no more than 5x per trade, with stop-loss set before opening a position; Third, continue daily updates, reporting both profits and losses honestly, no more pretending.
This time no grand promises. I just want to quietly get past the 0.79 yuan situation.
#FedMinutesFocusOnOctoberPause #FrenchHillUrgesCLARITYActPassageInLameDuck
Haven't updated for several days, so first let me explain: I blew up my account again. The total assets in the account are now 0.79 yuan.
From 2335 to 3 dollars, from 200 yuan to 0.79 yuan, over two phases I've lost everything I was supposed to lose. I haven't posted these days not because I didn't want to write, but because I couldn't type a single word — my mind kept revolving around the same question: How much loss counts as paying enough tuition?
These days I've been adjusting my mindset. No trading, no watching the market, just repeatedly thinking: Where exactly did I go wrong? The answer has always been in my own posts. I've written about always setting stop-loss, about lowering leverage, about not getting carried away after a winning trade, yet I kept stumbling at the same point every time. It's not that I don't understand, it's that I understand but can't execute.
But I want to make one thing clear: I don't intend to quit here. The capital is small, whether 0.79 yuan or 200 yuan, I want to take it seriously. What I've truly learned this month is not how to make money, but how to treat a small amount of money seriously — treating it as real chips of gold and silver, not as gambling money to throw around casually.
I have carefully read every comment under my last post. Some scolded me, some advised me to stop, and some said they were waiting for my return. I didn't reply to each because I knew in that state, any reply would seem hollow. Rather than explain, I prefer to first show some progress.
Next, I will do three things: First, replenish the account funds and restart from the 200 yuan starting line; Second, only use low leverage going forward, no more than 5x per trade, with stop-loss set before opening a position; Third, continue daily updates, reporting both profits and losses honestly, no more pretending.
This time no grand promises. I just want to quietly get past the 0.79 yuan situation.
#FedMinutesFocusOnOctoberPause #FrenchHillUrgesCLARITYActPassageInLameDuck