These past few days I haven’t really had a good feel for it. No gain, no loss—I’m doing contracts now, and I’ve always been focused on stability.

There’s a chance that the short at 0.0963 for the lobster could drop, but I just felt it would be really hard to break through 0.1, so I kept holding it for a long time. I didn’t expect it to break through—otherwise I could’ve made a bit of money right now.

I guess I’m one of the slowest people in the 10u challenge for returns.

I also want to gamble once like other people do, but every time I go all-in I end up losing. Otherwise, I’d at least be starting from around 100u now.

Before I reinvested back into the 10u base position, the withdrawals from earlier rounds totaled 120u, and there was still 100u left in the contract account.

I learned high-multiple all-in strategies from others, and I ended up losing everything overnight. Now when I try to do the same 10u base position, I just can’t seem to find the right feeling anymore.

Sigh (╥ω╥`)!

From frugality to luxury is easy; from luxury back to frugality is hard—this saying really is spot on. Sometimes I wonder if I just don’t have the luck to go all-in.

$BCH