I hate myself, from the deepest part of me I never was going to use my capital to trade futures. I said that on September 17 I would buy GALA in spot, and I didn't follow my own judgment. I had 1,077,000 $GALA and today I would have more than $2,600 USDT. Instead, it went into the garbage of futures: $QNT y$BTW , and I have $0. Don't be so stupid like I was, for making good analyses and bad decisions—I'm managing anxiety.