$SNDK I stayed up all night and went from losing only about 1,000 U at first to now losing another 3,100 U. I borrowed 4,000 U from a friend, and I have no idea how I’ll pay it back. I’m near tears—couldn’t stop overthinking late at night and can’t sleep. I thought I could survive on contracts without needing to go to work, but I didn’t know how to cut my losses. The losses kept getting bigger, and life feels incredibly hopeless. Life has made me feel so much pain. I don’t know what to do anymore.