To let myself settle down in my heart as quickly as possible, to calm myself, I still made a decision in accordance with my ancestors and went out to look for a job. My current state is not normal! Depression! Laziness! No spirit or energy! I have no drive to do anything! Anyone doesn’t want this kind of state, and what more for me—I’m in the crypto world. I thought about it too: with my situation, I basically can’t find a good job. Age, education—I’m not enough. If I found a good job, what would those people from 985 and 211 universities do? So as long as the job isn’t something disgusting, I’ll do it. That’s all I can do! That’s all I can do!