This month has been really hard. Almost every night I haven’t slept well. I’m afraid that at night there will be a liquidation event and I’ll get liquidated and wiped out. Now looking back, it was so ridiculous back then—fantasizing that there was a chance to get rich in the crypto market. In the end, it really turned me into a bag-holder. Fucking hell, #AKE , why did it pump so insanely? Lately, every time I open a position, I end up getting trapped. When I short, it keeps skyrocketing; when I go long, it dumps. I don’t know what’s going on. There used to be a chance to get out without profit/loss, but I hit AKE, and after that it’s just kept going downhill—up until now. Basically, I’ve put almost a full year’s salary in. Now I really regret not running back then. Even the money to run is gone. I have no mood to do anything every day. When I eat, I still don’t know what to do. I’m planning to buy a car next year too, but all the money is lost now. If my parents find out, I’m definitely done for. Who can tell me what to do? #BTR