$SNDK I’m too greedy—because I’m an ordinary person, I always want to make a little and then run. Contracts always end up with small gains and big losses. If I make a few “U” or even a few dozen “U,” I run. I can’t accept my losses. The moment I start losing, I average down—then I just watch the loss go from dozens of “U” to hundreds of “U,” and finally to about 1300 “U.” Only then do I start slowly closing positions to ease the anxiety. It’s really so hard… I can’t stop the anxiety. Holding the position means I can’t sleep anymore, because all my money is tied up in this. It feels like a last-ditch gamble—like my mindset will collapse, my thinking will stop, I’ll go crazy, my mind gets distorted. Like a hopeless gambler.
I hope it drops to 1470 before the close. I want to break even and sleep. I don’t want to hold anymore. I want to sleep. Come on—quickly, waterfall (dump)