$Cowlai Today is August 17, 2026. I want to see the time when my urge for <Cowlai> was at its most severe. At around dawn, I lay in bed and frantically recited the Great Compassion Mantra. When I felt unbearable, I kept opening Meituan and Taopiaopiao to buy tickets. In the end, I saw that everyone else had managed to snatch tickets for the <Cowlai> movie, but I was still endlessly seeing messages like “No tickets available,” “Notify me when tickets are available,” and “Unable to purchase.” It made my whole head break out in cold sweat. I sat up and kept slapping myself in the face, harder and harder, until tears started to flow from my eyes. I hated myself for having no ability to grab tickets for the <Cowlai> movie. Then I saw that another one or two people succeeded in getting tickets—they could go watch the movie. It was even more painful than not being able to buy it myself. I felt hopeless. It was like my life had reached rock bottom. I didn’t know what to do, and I left behind tears of regret. I really want to watch <Cowlai>.