The ones who make money are others; the ones who lose money and get liquidated are me.
Sometimes I hate myself for being ignorant and foolish.
I don’t understand anything, yet I open positions recklessly. I just listen to Plaza Zhang San and Li Si—then I end up paying with a bloody lesson.
From February 2025 until today—more than a year—I've made not a single cent. My principal has lost over 300,000 USDT. The road ahead is long; I don’t know where to go.
All the savings from the first half of my life have been turned to nothing. In this life, I still have a chance to turn things around.
Honestly, I don’t even want to trade contracts anymore. Continuing could only pull me deeper into the trap, and I have no other choice. If I don’t do this, there’s nothing else that gives me hope of making money!
If I can’t find a direction, I just want to get back to even. I want to disappear for good.
Sometimes I hate myself for being ignorant and foolish.
I don’t understand anything, yet I open positions recklessly. I just listen to Plaza Zhang San and Li Si—then I end up paying with a bloody lesson.
From February 2025 until today—more than a year—I've made not a single cent. My principal has lost over 300,000 USDT. The road ahead is long; I don’t know where to go.
All the savings from the first half of my life have been turned to nothing. In this life, I still have a chance to turn things around.
Honestly, I don’t even want to trade contracts anymore. Continuing could only pull me deeper into the trap, and I have no other choice. If I don’t do this, there’s nothing else that gives me hope of making money!
If I can’t find a direction, I just want to get back to even. I want to disappear for good.