Debt repayment record — Day 1.
Today I sorted out the debts I still haven’t paid off:
Remaining unpaid principal: 44,340.14 yuan
Loan balance: 85,500 yuan
Loan balance: 5,000 yuan
Just the amounts shown in these screenshots add up to 134,840.14 yuan.
Seeing this number—there’s no way I’m not anxious.
But even more terrifying than anxiety is pretending you didn’t see it, then continuing to make random moves, random fantasies, and adding leverage at random.
In the past, I always thought that one opportunity could fill the hole.
Now I understand: the more you try to flip your situation in one go, the more likely you are to push yourself even deeper.
So starting today, I’m setting a few rules for myself:
1. No more taking on new debt to pay off old debt.
2. Don’t rely on high leverage fantasies to turn things around.
3. Record repayment progress every month—honestly and steadily.
4. Before every trade, think about risk first, then reward.
5. When emotions run high, don’t place orders.
This isn’t me selling sympathy, and it’s not inspirational.
It’s simply the first day a normal person starts facing the bill.
The goal isn’t to turn things around immediately.
The goal is to stay stable first, and not enlarge the gap any further.
Today’s entry:
Remaining to be repaid: 134,840.14 yuan
I hope that in the next update, this number is lower.
And I hope I can be a bit more clear-headed than I am today.
#debtdiary #repaymentrecords #tradingdiscipline #riskcontrol #cryptoafterthefact
Today I sorted out the debts I still haven’t paid off:
Remaining unpaid principal: 44,340.14 yuan
Loan balance: 85,500 yuan
Loan balance: 5,000 yuan
Just the amounts shown in these screenshots add up to 134,840.14 yuan.
Seeing this number—there’s no way I’m not anxious.
But even more terrifying than anxiety is pretending you didn’t see it, then continuing to make random moves, random fantasies, and adding leverage at random.
In the past, I always thought that one opportunity could fill the hole.
Now I understand: the more you try to flip your situation in one go, the more likely you are to push yourself even deeper.
So starting today, I’m setting a few rules for myself:
1. No more taking on new debt to pay off old debt.
2. Don’t rely on high leverage fantasies to turn things around.
3. Record repayment progress every month—honestly and steadily.
4. Before every trade, think about risk first, then reward.
5. When emotions run high, don’t place orders.
This isn’t me selling sympathy, and it’s not inspirational.
It’s simply the first day a normal person starts facing the bill.
The goal isn’t to turn things around immediately.
The goal is to stay stable first, and not enlarge the gap any further.
Today’s entry:
Remaining to be repaid: 134,840.14 yuan
I hope that in the next update, this number is lower.
And I hope I can be a bit more clear-headed than I am today.
#debtdiary #repaymentrecords #tradingdiscipline #riskcontrol #cryptoafterthefact