Loss Reasons:
1️⃣ The principal grew too quickly, making it a bit hard to adapt. It feels like using 3500U to farm is simply a waste, and I couldn't bring myself to withdraw.
2️⃣ This led to being heavily invested and unable to withstand unrealized losses, continuously getting high.
3️⃣ Distractions from opening positions, fear of missing out, etc.
4️⃣ The little black in the comments messing with the mindset❗
5️⃣ Originally intended to use this to maintain farming while opening another long-term position, but couldn't find a suitable account for long-term, resulting in wanting to do both long and short with this account; the strategies are incompatible, leading to an obsession.
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There are too many reasons; I won't summarize them one by one.

Response Strategy:
If I can't play with large funds, I won't play❗
I won't challenge 30 million in the short term either❗
I will farm with a fixed amount of 500U daily, and withdraw profits daily, treating it like a fixed job❗

If I can sustain profits with 500U for three months, it won't be too late to initiate a challenge for 30 million.