First of all, I sympathize with your failure because I have been there too; secondly, swearing how things will change after a liquidation is useless, you can't overcome gambling through emotional venting (contracts are just gambling); finally, please don't get discouraged, take time to cool down your emotions, and then actively search with AI for the following keywords: 1. Detailed interpretation of addiction mechanisms; 2. Detailed interpretation of gambler psychology; 3. Detailed interpretation of the theory of losing everything in contracts; 4. Detailed interpretation of anti-addiction; 5. Detailed interpretation of anti-gambling addiction. Study seriously, review repeatedly, believe in the methodology, and overcome gambling through practical action.