After thinking for a long time, my condition is not good, and I plan to withdraw from the circle. My health has been affected by the cryptocurrency market. I won’t bother with that account with a thousand coins anymore; if it blows up, it blows up, I’d rather die cleanly. I lost money before, entered the market to make a profit, and then came back. It’s really difficult to operate; after all the hard work, I managed to make a profit of 3,300 coins, but at the last crucial moment, my account was misled and went back to zero in six days. There’s no way to move forward; this situation has made me depressed. Recently, my mental state has also intermittently had issues, inexplicably, just as if none of these unfortunate events happened, my state is full. I can hold on for a few hours of normal life, but I can’t sleep at night, waking up after two or three hours every day. Plus, watching the cryptocurrency market frequently stimulates my mind; while others turn a few hundred coins into several thousand, I recently went into the market with a thousand coins and lost quite a bit. Coming back and forth, my need has become to lose less money. I’ve often thought about just increasing my investment and going all in, but my rational side reminds me how hard it is to get that thousand coins. I try to resist the urge to gamble; not gambling leads to losses again and again, merely losing a little less.

I don’t even want to look at the square anymore; after watching it, I really broke down. Many people have recently turned a few hundred coins into several thousand. So, what am I doing every day? Just catching my breath? I don’t want to be the kind of useless person that would be reborn in the next life. Ultimately, my mindset has collapsed, hhhh.