What a crazy day this has been and I am gonna explain why.
I had around 100 usd 2 days ago and turned it into 250 usd.Invested this in Tutu and in just 1 minute around 100 usd were lost but still refused to close the trade until I got completly liquidated.Then withdrawed 350 usd from my wallet and in 2 hours turned it to 800 usd but with high risk and high leverage.And then my greed caught up to me,what if I turn this into 1k?!
And just like that in 15 minutes I had lost more than 500usd and was completly shocked and realized that I was gambling not trading.
Took a deep breath and relaxed for a while and was able to make around 450 usd just enough to recover my losses.
But the lesson that I learned was that dont trade with emotion,its better to loose a part of money instead of all,and dont become greddy or it will eat you alive.Honestly I hope that I can do my best to control my emotions and money because then I would have no other option than to stop it completly.Better to end something that its still new!